A year ago

As I fill out Reid's invitations for his first birthday, I can't help but think about where I was a year ago... (or almost a year ago)


I was totally pregnant, worrying and waiting for the arrival of my first child, a boy.


I was excited to become a mom, something I have wanted for a long time,


I was nervous, knowing that my world was going to change...I never knew it would be this good.


I was amazed at the life forming inside of me, moving, kicking,...and am still amazed at the precious boy I see running round.



I was scared...during the hours and hours of labor, the flipping from side to side as Reid's heart rate dropped, shivering through contractions, breathing through contractions, wanting so bad to meet my son, face to face



I was in love, instantly with Reid, from the minute I heard him cry and take his first breath...he was here safe, after so long!



I was in love with Rudd all over again, there is an amazing bond between husband and wife when you create something so precious together.



I was exhausted, and knew there was more (exhaustion) to come.



I was dreaming, of Reid crawling, talking, walking, hugging me, loving me, smiling, laughing, and playing with me.



I was at peace, at home, in our bed, Reid snuggled up to my belly, Rudd snuggled up behind me, just the three of us...perfect, meant to be, a family.







As I look at Reid now, I can't believe how fast the past year has gone by. Reid has blessed our lives more than we could have ever imagined.